So I've been pumping during working hours, since I started back. At first I was getting at least 11 ounces each time I pumped. My output went down a little bit, So I started pumping in the morning before I went to work as well. This made it go back up. However, now I'm making about half of what I was making so 5-6 ounces when I pump.
This means I am going through my reserves and not getting enough out for my son to eat everyday.
I am also feeling very anxious and upset about this. LIke I"m not a good enough mother. That I am a failure because I'm not producing enough. I'm going to try to make my supply increase again, and see if there is anything I can do. Dr. Google said to drink water and get lots of rest. Which hello, little baby, full time job and school. Not going to happen. Wish me luck.
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